love story – RAJESH

hello friends. mera naam RAJESH hain meri age 18 old hain dosto aaj me bhi apni love story aap se share karna chahta hu. dosto me delhi ka rehne wala hu or me modeling photography and aodobe photoshop editor hu. dosto meri fb chalane ki bohot aadat hain ha agr koi acha sa friends mujhse achchhi achchhi baate kare. mene kabhi nhi socha tha ki mujhe bhi pyar ho jayega. meri zindagi me abhi tak kaafi girls aa chuki hain pr mene kisi ko prapoze nhi kiya sochta tha ki kahi meri baat kharab na ho jay. isliye ldkiyo se me door hi rehta tha. or vese log kehte h ki me jo kaam krta hu usse ldkiya bohot jaldi karib aati hain pr mene door hi rehna thik samjha ki kahi koi kuch na bol pade. dosto mene 2009 me fb id banai uspe mene kaafi logo se baat ki fir sabse pehle meri life me ek poonam naam ki ldki aai. jo mujh se 4 years badi thi usne mujhse fb pr chat ki or meri usse friendship ho gai vo friendship humari sirf 3 month tak rahi mujhe usse baate krna acha lgta tha or kai baar mene use bas k liye drop kiya pr achanak hi usne mujhse kaha ki subhash tum mujhse baat mat kiya karo. mujhe bohot ajib lga ki pta nhi kya baat ho gai mene usse pucha to usne kaha ki tum sab se share kr rahe ho ki tumhara or mera chakkar chal raha h. dosto me kasam se kehta hu mene vakai kabhi kisi se nhi kaha ki uska or mera chakkar chal raha h or mere man me aisi koi baat bhi nhi thi bas fir vo mujhe chhod kr chali gyi. mene usse sorry bola sab kiya pr usne meri baat pr vishwaas nhi kiya me akele me bohot roya krta tha ki sab meri vajah se hua h vo job kiya karti thi jiska time table morning me 10:00 am to 7:00 pm tha me usko morning me or evening me roz mila karta tha pr vo mujhe ignor karke chali jaati aisa kam se kam 2 years tak chalta raha fir mujhe lga ki ab ye vakai mujhse baat nhi karna chahti isliye mene fir uske saamne jana band kar diya kyuki me nhi chahta ki meri vajah se kisi ko problam ho dosto fir 3 years baad meri id pr meri ek friend or bani usne mujhe apne bhai ki tarha samjha or me bhi use apni sister manta hu agr mujhe koi bhi problam hoti to me usse kehta or vo meri help krti aise hi dheere dheere time beet ta raha fir meri id pr meri ek friend or bani jisne mujhko prapoz kiya lekin vo bohot door thi mujhse vo delhi se bahaar rehti h usse bhi meri kaafi time tak baat hui bas shayad vahi mere liye lucky thi fir to pta nhi kitne log meri life me aaye lekin mene kisi se jyada mtlb nhi rakkha kyuki me unme se nhi hu jo only time paas krte h fir pta nhi ek din isko bhi pta nhi kya hua isne mujhse kaha ki subhash me tumse pyar nhi krti me kisi or se krti hu mujhe bohot dukh hua pr mene kuch nhi bola bas itna kaha ki tum jaha bhi raho jiske paas bhi raho khush raho. fir meri life pehle jesi ho gai fir meri life me ek or aai jisne mujhe dusre din hi milne k liye kaha lekin mene usse kaha ki na hi tum mujhe jante ho na me tumko itni jaldbaazi krna achchhi baat nhi fir kuch time baad me usse mila or vo bhi meri gf ban gyi kuch din tak to sahi chalta raha fir me apne kaam me bohot busy ho gya meri life me bohot tention thi jisse me usse baat krne k liye time nhi nikaal pata tha fir mene usse ek din baat ki to usne mujhse achchhe se baat nhi ki mene use samjhaya to usne mujhe ulta seedha bolna chalu kr diya mene bhi usse kehe diya aaj k baad mujhse baat krne ki koi jarurat nhi h fir bohot time baad meri ek ladki se fb pr baat hui jisse meri chat night me 2:00am se morning 7:am tak hui us beech me usne mujhe prapoz kiya mujhe bhi acha lga mene bhi usse i love u bol diya ye ldki mujhse bohot pyar krti h or me bhi isse bohot pyar krta hu fir isse meri 3 din baat chalti rahi us beech me uski mom ki tabiyat bohot kharab thi fir me usse pehli baar hospital me usse uski mom se uski sister and uski bhanji se mila mujhe sab bohot ache lge or mujhse ache se baat bhi ki fir aise hi chalta raha fir usne kuch time baad shadi k liye bola mujhe thoda sa ajib sa feel hua ki abhi to mera bhai bhi h shadi k liye to me kese kr sakta hu mene usse kaha to use lga ki me usse pyar nhi krta lekin me use dilo jaan se pyar krta hu lekin meri problams ki vajah se me kuchh nhi kr sakta mene isko samjhaya to isne us baat k liye mujhe force krna band kar diya actually dosto me usse shadi kr leta pr aap sab to jante ho humare old mom dad to kaast dekh kar hi sab krte h or vo humari kaast se bohot neeche h isliye meri or uski shadi hona muskil h lekin aaj vo mujhse kehti h ki agr tumne aisa kuchh kiya to me apni jaan de dungi ab me use kese samjhau lekin dosto me in sab baato pr yakin nhi rakhta kyuki kaast kuchh bhi ho hain to insaan vo ladki aaj bhi mujhse bohot pyar krti h or me usse or me chahta hu humara pyar aisa hi rahe or humare pyar ko kisi ki nazar na lage. dosto aaj me tumse kuch kehna chahta hu agr tum kisi se pyar krte ho or vo kisi or se pyar krne lge to use jaane do use roko mat kyuki agar tumhara pyar sachcha hoga to vo lot k tumhare paas hi aayega. or vese bhi mera maanna h ki pyar usse karo jo tumse karta ho usse nhi jisse tum pyar krte ho. ok friends fir milte hain or apna khayal rakhna dosto ek baat or kabhi kisi se jabardasti mat karna ki vo aapse pyar kare ya aapki friend ban jaye kyuki jabardasti se aaj tak kisi ko kuchh nhi mila. sab bekaar ki baate h or aisa kabhi mat sochna ki tumse koi pyar nhi krta ya fir tum kisi k layak nhi ho aisa nhi h dosto insaan ko sab time pr hi milta h bas thoda sabar karna shikho ! ok friends good bye… Please comment me apni ray de

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